BlackBerrys aren't for everybody. Enjoy the Palm with WebOS. I have one of those too (Palm Pre) but I much prefer my BB Tour.
I don't like the one-by-one deletions from my inbox the Palm OS forces me to use, rather than the BlackBerry's "delete prior" feature. I get a lot of email each day, and mass deleting is a HUGE time saver for me. I also like custom ringtones for SMS, MMS, email, etc. Maybe Palm will add this one day, but for now it doesn't do this. I prefer the BB Tour keypad to the Pre/Pixi as well. And if you send a ton of emails each day the keypad becomes a very important feature. I could go on and on about what I prefer about BlackBerry, but it's not really important to anyone but me. You use what works best for you. No shame in that!