Its not that I wanted the internal beta version, its the one that I found through a quick google search and could download and try out just like most in this beta forum. No covert operations, blood spilled or mission impossible ceiling hang to obtain the software, sorry Well now I know, and you learn the easy or hard way. Im sure Im not the only one who has done this. Ill keep you posted if RIM does disable the phone. I removed the beta and went back to the latest 4.2.