OK i just recieved my curve 8330m , I'm new to the whole BB thing.. i setup my personal email and i was wondering how i can set it to not automatically load my emails.. id like to have it only load my emails when i click on icon and open the email app .... basically manually check it... Ive only had the curve a few days so im still learning the UI its alittle diff than most the other phone ive owned (iphone,touch pro,treo) but it seems pretty easy.. if someone could help me out id appreciate it

You can't do that. BlackBerry email is pushed to the device. There's no manual check.

yea i did alittle more searching.. i ended up downloading the gmail app and deleting my account through blackberry

You can use the gmail app or just check mail when you want to. Just because mail arrives doesn't mean that you have to look at it...